abg season 2 [trailer].

little bit of awkward, lotta bit of hood.

in search of...

a muse.
someone
to move me
and
remove the
stone encased
around my
heart.

tiny shards,
like daggers,
are lodged
in too deep.

i want to
be freed.

stuck in neutral.

life ain't movin'.
i swear, the only part of my
life that is in constant motion
are these poems
& short stories n shit.

when i can't write
i can't laugh long and
hard from my middle.
i can't taste food,
or enjoy wine.
both become rotten
& bitter
& stale.
i swear.
i can't even cry.
the tears come from
such an empty place,
they won't allow
me to heal.

when i can't write
i can't feel.

i don't know if that's
good.

because sometimes
the words won't come.

& i'm running out of
patience.

no room for doubt.

"it's a lonely world of frightened people."
-charles bukowski

the rain.

k-os - the rain

"my love,
what did i do
to make you fall
so far from me?"
-e. badu

terrorist threats.

feat. danny brown & jhene aiko.